ahhhh im sick...

blah...................................................
>.<
my "husky" voice is apparently is ......blah.

uh oh

uh oh
my
rubric
for the super duper physics car assignment
is
MIA
well, not in action, b/c I havent...really...used..it.
uh oh
I think I know where it is,
but the tables been cleared off.
please oh please let me find it!

For the love of music

I find, that when you are really INTO a song, you don't care who says anything about and sing it all day long.
This of course, is with the exception of the crap those girls in MA listen to. Cause, who thinks the JB are hot/cute/talented. *laughing at the last point*
By this time next year, they'll only have a little bit of fans, probably screwed up their life and someone else's life, and having to have forced marriage OR become a playa. bright future for loved "musicians"
Can they even be really be called that?
It's a disgrace to music, all types.
The most recent music is just the same melody in BOTH chorus and verse, and some deep bass to cover up how much they can't sing or how much they suck at finding a decent band to play with.
Music is my escape.
yupyupyup:D
but what it takes to fully go all out in music?
Somehow
when you are feeling like poo
sometimes when you don't know it,
The song that you sing/play and hum along
will either
1: make your heart break
2:make you cry
3:make you so choked up you can't sing
4: so happy and exhiliarant, that you can't stop smiling for the next 24 hours

#3 happens to me alot.
I don't particularly like it
b/c it prevents me from practicing.
grr P.T. prep.

FAIL>.<

accordingly, apparently I don't.

But im an ASIAN failure. no 90s yet!

my blueprints for my car is done, but I don't know if I'll be able to test it out today.

why?

well, I have bad people skills.

Adding to that note

proving that I have REALLLYY bad people skills??

yep.

the truth sucks.

most of the time anyways.

.

Robert broke my car.

The one I spent long hours debating, brainstorming

and burning 3 of the fingers of my left hand.

It was perfect

well. except for one wheel. It was a little wobbly.

this morning even worse/

is it a coincidence that THATs the wheel that hit hard on the wall and Robert sends it shooting down the floor with only 2 meters of a distance?

nope.

This could be a situation of breaking our friendship.

But I seriously SHOULD beat him up.

I always thank God for my kindness. Right now, I wish that I could've at least smack his head like I usually do for no reason. How is it that when I'm soo mad, I can't lay a finger, and when I feel great, im like poking ppl all around?

it remains a mystery.

is it seriously only Tuesday?

ahaha.

Yesterday, I asked my brother "are you going to badminton?" (goes on tuesdays)

and he's like. "um, it's monday."

LOL.

I honestly thought yesterday was Tuesday. so tired!

All worth it tho.

the Yemel Philharmonic--choir and philharmonic were amazing. And how on earth did we get 103 kids to get together and sing in some type of organized matter.

But still amazing=)=)

The week is going so slowly.

watch as the holidays pass like *whoosh!*

And and and

i finally told someone (well....the only two who I usually tell at school)...reminds me...should tell the BFFs.

I hope it works out..