Lol

Im serious, today in Media Arts....

I.Actually.Focused.

omgosh

it was so frightening..! that I seriously never took my eyes off the screen.

why?

.....................................

GARAGE BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND!<3<3<3

I would love to be playing with it now, instead of posting this:P jk! but my computer's revival has cost me all my updated softwareT-T making me unable to have that BEAUTIFUL peice of equipment on my computer..

and guess what im thinking?

CHRISTMAS~:P

So, I'm either asking for a Nixon D60, or finding out some way to get Garage Band, OR to be patient..

and make this study room my STUDIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! teehee!
but then of course, I am going to need a lock on the door, for all the music junkies I will soon have in this room: mic, this computer, another laptop?<--for garage band:P, a KEYBOARD hooked up to the laptop be be recorded, and my future music directory.~~~ very planned out:D

So, if you havent read the other stuff, yea, I was "bullied" / victim of a friendly blackmail, and now its over.

whew.

I didn't want anything to happen, and nothing did. Everything is EXACTLY the same. except better. and with one more email account on my messenger.lol~

Now, God will take over! (not in the rule-the-world kind of way, though he does...according to the Bible.....*sees friends about to attack her Bible* NOO!)

=_=; man that was random..

It's actually really nice weather, and the leaves are honestly beautiful, and if only I could've had someone to walk with me through those fallen leavesT-T

Well, I can't help that I don't have a boyfriend anymore, nor do I actually like anyone either (gasp) and it seems as though people are like pushing me towards guys, and I'm actually refusing, unlike last year=_= let's just forget about that stuffz

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Here is another thingymabobber:

Somebody tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo looooooooooooooooooooooooooooove

hahahha tricked ya didnt I? TRICK OR TREAT! :P i prefer trick, but those little kids are just too adorable!~~

annd listening to Freddie Mercury's (lead singer of Queen) Somebody to Love.
brainwashing myself to remember the lyrics and some licks.:P lyrics, licks?=D

why am I so hyper?
why are strawberries so good?
why am I smiling like a fool while writing this?

well, its cause

im in a good mood! for once!

why:
-no stress
-no blackmail
-no boy troubles
-no pressure (yet)
-good weather
-no more uncertainty

the last one?

I
am
finally
over
my
ex
boyfriend

I thought I was over him
but I realized today
that the reason why I was getting so worked up about that stupid love triangle that never really existed
was because
I wanted to him to see how I felt
OONOOOO
not what you all are thinking! (not in a revenge way!)
He and I are still good friends, compared to all those couples who say that they are still gonna be friends but avoid each other like death..
but I just missed him being with me
at this time, I want to say

KELLY AND NICK ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

okookei and also

I'm okay. Finally.